found ambition.

lilpinkbutton @ 2005-06-18T16:10:00

2005-06-18T23:10:51Z

lilpinkbutton @ 2005-05-01T16:31:00

2005-05-01T23:31:39Z

lilpinkbutton @ 2005-04-04T19:58:00

2005-04-05T03:00:00Z

Isnt this what i wanted all along? Then why do i feel like this.

this sucks. i miss it now.

I think ive pushed away something i needed, something good for me.

i guess you cant have your cake and eat it too.

lilpinkbutton @ 2005-03-09T20:17:00

2005-03-10T04:22:53Z

If you weren’t so scared
To just let go
Stop acting like a child
And coloring outside the lines
Then maybe you would see
You were pushing away
The best thing you will ever find

everything today is thoroughly modern!!!!!!

2005-02-07T03:45:50Z

wowicantbelieveitsomeonepinchme

congrats to everyone who got in the show!

lilpinkbutton @ 2005-02-01T17:21:00

2005-02-02T01:23:07Z

lilpinkbutton @ 2005-01-25T15:55:00

2005-01-25T23:59:08Z

i stole this from chris..

its now official...im out of dance for good.

goodbye advanced dance..i will not miss you much..

..hello tennis.

fin fin fin..UGH!!

2005-01-04T04:11:33Z

Cabo was...absolutely amazing..hands down the best trip i have ever gone on. I love my best friend more than anything.

i will never forget..

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i miss everyone so much its rediculous.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-12-13T21:12:00

2004-12-14T05:32:20Z

so the musical is over. i am very depressed. that was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I never would have guessed i would end this with an entire new family and such amazingly close friends. O man. we have had some good times.
gangas con.gabeys comming to town."you can look there, you can look there..I DONT KNOW" playing the change peoples names and see if they notice game with paris. mr schaier yelling at us and saying "I WANT THIS ROOM MESSY". molly..being molly. PLANET USA!! joe and shirley. laughing on stage with Ramone night after night listening to JD ramble on about a revolutionary war. DEMON CAT..whhaaa??? watching shooting stars and discusing national geographics..and eskimos. watching mean girls and mikey strip. stealing peoples shoes and putting them in the freezer..then taking them out of the freezer and attempting to put them back on their feet. All the food adventures and walking down rodeo drive in curlers. the wonderful chillfests at Lizzies. tampon runs for charles. the list goes on and on. Basically..im just really gonna miss it.

oh. and cast party was good.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-12-07T22:57:00

2004-12-08T06:58:02Z

im feeling a whole bunch of emotions all at once..its a weirdo feeling.

and the shows over this weekend. im depressed.

oh..and this is me getting over it.. because closure scares me.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-12-05T20:55:00

2004-12-06T04:56:36Z

spiderman..cocoa..jetplane.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-11-25T12:24:00

2004-11-25T20:28:32Z

oh you.

this could turn into something
maybe.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-11-15T21:00:00

2004-11-16T05:08:48Z

Today was bizarre. yet so grand.

and i couldnt be happier that lea rea is my best friend..lea..that splotchy red girl that she is.

i love the people in the musical way to much, they seem to make my days wonderful.."ooo fat girl with style??" we laugh a lot.

i ran into a tree today..lilli found it funny..i did not.

we have fucking idiots teaching the youth...and that is why america is so fucked up...
idiot teachers who are out to get us..all of us..especially lea...actually..only lea.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-11-14T14:25:00

2004-11-14T22:28:18Z

see its funny

cause my lips begin to pout and its hard to breath and on top if everything..the hand shaking starts again. But its ~~new and exciting~~ frustrating as fuck.
ahhh hahha frustration frustration frustration.

whoa whoa whoa and on another note the show opens in two weeks.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-11-07T18:41:00

2004-11-08T02:44:01Z

My mom comes home today and says,

"I went downtown today and ended up buying a whole bunch of bootleg movies..by the way Chloe..you really need to get your fake I.D" </font>

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-11-06T11:02:00

2004-11-06T19:06:35Z

chapped lips. shakey hands and broken black eye shadow.

ooo man.

o yea..and im set.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-10-26T21:41:00

2004-10-27T04:54:01Z

i cant be doing this again. i just cant be.

i've psyched myself out one too many times.

and all in a days work.

im not gonna give up on this one.

hahahaha

2004-10-25T01:30:53Z

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!!!!

<3333

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-10-23T23:18:00

2004-10-24T06:32:43Z

I.shall.Always.Cherish.The.Beauty.Of.The.Ones.Who.Have.My.Heart

i wont ever forget..

laughing so hard and falling on the floor with you

sleeping on you

watching you sleep

watching you be silly

being silly with you

eating my heart out with you

playing dress up with you

you liking my diseases

you liking my diseases A LOT

long rides with you

nighttime failure with you

running around hotels with you

myloves.mysaviours.mybeautys.mycomforts.mysupports.myeverythings.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-10-21T21:35:00

2004-10-22T04:42:17Z

aww i miss him

haha look at erika.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-10-21T19:25:00

2004-10-22T02:28:38Z

WILLIAM GOLDMAN I AM BLAMING MY SICKNESS ON YOU.

soo yes, i stayed home today. sick. fuck you rain! okay maybe it is kinda my fault cause i felt the need to play in the rain..i just couldnt help myself...and i didnt avoid the puddles like i was told to.

it must be..AN AMMONIA. yes..singular.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-10-19T21:30:00

2004-10-20T04:34:54Z

immtiywsisn

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-10-18T19:27:00

2004-10-19T02:30:26Z

can you say hot cocoa weather.

i love it.

..o and im back, hi.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-07-06T17:39:00

2004-07-07T00:39:51Z

day 2.

i sang, i have now been asked to sing in the show, A SONG ABOUT JESUS.

lilpinkbutton @ 2004-07-05T17:40:00

2004-07-06T00:40:10Z

day one.

mother fucker im sore.