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[04 Apr 2005|07:58pm] |
Isnt this what i wanted all along? Then why do i feel like this.
this sucks. i miss it now.
I think ive pushed away something i needed, something good for me.
i guess you cant have your cake and eat it too.
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[09 Mar 2005|08:17pm] |
If you weren’t so scared To just let go Stop acting like a child And coloring outside the lines Then maybe you would see You were pushing away The best thing you will ever find
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[13 Dec 2004|09:12pm] |
so the musical is over. i am very depressed. that was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I never would have guessed i would end this with an entire new family and such amazingly close friends. O man. we have had some good times. gangas con.gabeys comming to town."you can look there, you can look there..I DONT KNOW" playing the change peoples names and see if they notice game with paris. mr schaier yelling at us and saying "I WANT THIS ROOM MESSY". molly..being molly. PLANET USA!! joe and shirley. laughing on stage with Ramone night after night listening to JD ramble on about a revolutionary war. DEMON CAT..whhaaa??? watching shooting stars and discusing national geographics..and eskimos. watching mean girls and mikey strip. stealing peoples shoes and putting them in the freezer..then taking them out of the freezer and attempting to put them back on their feet. All the food adventures and walking down rodeo drive in curlers. the wonderful chillfests at Lizzies. tampon runs for charles. the list goes on and on. Basically..im just really gonna miss it.
oh. and cast party was good.
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[07 Dec 2004|10:57pm] |
im feeling a whole bunch of emotions all at once..its a weirdo feeling.
and the shows over this weekend. im depressed.
oh..and this is me getting over it.. because closure scares me.
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